Beauty

My oh my it has been quite some time since I have last posted. Well, just got back from Colorado where my brothers wedding took place. It was beautiful!

My favorite part of the entire thing was when Kami made that infamous walk to the altar (or gazebo in this case). I looked right at my brother Kris. He looked so excited he could barely contain himself. He kept trying to sneak peeks at Kam as she walked through the trees. And when he saw her, his eyes lit up.

I've never really understood that saying "His eyes lit up", until I saw the way my brother looked when he laid eyes on Kami. She of course, looked gorgeous. But I can only imagine what he was thinking when he saw her.

What a beautiful thought that is. What is going on in the grooms head when he first lays eyes on his bride. What he must be feeling. I would hazard a guess that they arent thinking of anything. That their minds have gone completely blank. That her beauty takes his breath away and his mind has nothing else to ponder, because he has seen what beauty really is. He now knows what perfection looks like.

I can't wait for the day that my love looks upon me that way. What a glorious thing to behold. What an amazing feeling to feel.

I've never been one of the regular girls, planning and dreaming of my wedding from a small age. But after seeing my brother get married all I can think about it how I will look on the day of my own wedding. What will my dress look like? How long will my veil be? How many bridesmaids will I have?

It felt almost like a dream their wedding day. Just watching them together, their first dance, cutting the cake. Everything about them seems beautiful, and I am beside myself thinking about the day I get my chance to play Cinderella.

until later,

the explorer